A light bulb moment

For over a week now my eye has been twitching and absolutely driving me crazy. I didnt know why but as a random facebook status update I said something about it.....then duh!!!!!.....I had a light bulb moment! well its more like everyone else smacked me in the face with reality. So lack of rest, stress, and caffeine is a bad mix!?!? Hummmmmm well now Im stuck in a hard spot.  I think my eye might twitch for a bit. But like I had said in a earlier post I have cut back my falls bookings so I wont kill over. All I have to do it make it through the summer! 

 It will be nice to take care of myself again! lol But Im sooo lucky to do something I love and be able to keep my kids home with me.... wouldnt change it for the world. 

so the point of all this is to say. Family and friends who I seem to only play phone tag with and those I run into when my hairs a mess or I seem a bit grumpy.....dont take it personal :)

-mom- (cause she worries if she reads this stuff) dont worry your sweet grandbabies are still number one!

thank you

thank you mr johnny cash for making sitting at my computer editing more enjoyable

single ladies

The kids do two things while I work...dance or make a mess ....I like dancing better! kaitlyns extremely social and loves the lime light. she has no problem smoothly pushing billy out of the way. 

Happy mums day...(a week later)

so forgive my delay on my mothers day post! But I wanted to say Im thankful for such a wonderfull mother! My sisters are also wonderful moms and such great examples for me!!!! Im  thankful I have so many friends who are in the same stage in life. The day would be so much longer if we couldnt call and one up each other on whos kids are naughtier :) I love all you guys! Megan invited us over for a BBQ on mothers day.... and since my mothers a million miles away I was happy to have something holiday-ish to do. Dallin made a killer dinner and oh man.....megans homemade chocolate cake is amazing! here are a few pics of our lazy sunday afternoon...thanks megan and dallin I heart you guys

warning messy dirty kids ahead

so megan got me flowers and Im praying I dont kill them....I have a touch of death to all things green. I got her gossip cause she needed some mindless fun in her life ;) oh and fyi you all owe me 20 bucks cause I knew brad and angie werent gonna make it! 

billy bently and kitkat

dallin is such a ravishing cook

me with my boyfriend again...






megs and her mum

mommy when will you.......

Every mom has those moments....the one when your child says something to embarrass you in public. Well kitkat thought the line in the post office on a busy weekend would be a great time to ask me (loudly) " mommy...  when are you gonna get married ?!!!?!! its taking to long." Oh man I felt kinda silly....first off I had been editting all day so I was in comfy clothes...lets say I didnt look like I would get a man anytime soon. Biggest bummer was there were some good looking men in line, older and no wedding rings. I few people snickered and commented on how cute she is, but I just wanted her to quit babbling!
Let me explain, we watch alot of princess movies at our home. We play house with babies all the time too. Kaitlyn understands that once you get married you have babies. Lately the questions are "mommmy does kambria (bills (my ex) sister who is newly married) have a baby in her tummy yet?" and ones like " mommy your lovely like the pretty brides your a picture taker for, you should wear a pretty dress and I can have one too right?"...." mommy (while she watches me edit) they love each other right, you kiss when you love each other...right?....who do you kiss mommy?" last is one of my favorite things shes noticed, I dont know how they are so smart and observant but the other day she said "mommy you dont have a boyfriend just a lot lot of boys you date..right? when are you gonna have a boyfriend?" Last and the point to the kitkat quotes... is "mommy are you gonna have more babies?" I replied "one day yes, but it will be a while" and then she said " you should find your prince and get married and have me and billy a sister...we need a sister, cause I only have a brother and hes a BOY!!!!"

 Heres another kit kat moment that is worthy of blogging for my family (whos scattered across the u.s) 

Kitkat had a program in kindergarden the other day, so me and lil billy headed over to watch nursery rhyme theater. I passed on my pigeon toed trait to my children, its something I grew out of for the most part but I still stand that way when nervous. Kaitlyn runs, walks and stands with her cute little feet turned in a bit, so she tends to trip easily. I had to laugh when she managed to stumble on her own feet twice while walking to the stage, and 3 times while up on stage. We only had one full on fall and it was a mild one thank goodness! Hopefully she grows out of it but for now I love her little turned in toes...its perfect and endearing. 

now I  gotta get back to work 

xoxo B

Busy Busy {B}

Wedding season is in full bloom and I have been runnning around like crazy. Here are a few gems from my last wedding. It was sooo fun to have one of my BF at the wedding the whole day!